Life ♥

This is kinda a deep post. I've just been thinking a lot recently about who I am and how others see me (in Meditation club on Tuesday the teacher was talking about it) and I just don't think that the way I see myself and the way others see me is the same. Like a boy in my class the other day called me a dumb blond and I know he didn't mean it but it was kinda a bit hurtful. Your probably gonna think I'm such a hypocrite because I used to call myself a dumb blond, but it was always as a joke and I've now realised that its not good for me to put myself down, even as a joke. And I think a lot of people think I'm just a girl who thinks about what they look like and is quite self-centered. But I don't try to be. Yes I do care about what I look like but come on, I think everyone does. And is it necessarily a bad thing. Because I used to be quite vain and looking back I can admit that but I've tried to change and I really don't care that much anymore. I try to make myself look nice because no one wants a friend or family member to be dirty or scruffy. But I don't obsess over it, I just want to make an effort! And I so do think about other people and I try not to be too atention seeking (cough cough KATHERINE cough cough) I just want other people to see me for who I am and not someone who just wants to be 'popular' or whatever. To be honest I just don't care about being 'popular' or 'pretty' I just want to be someone people can come to when they're are sad or have a laugh with. And if anyone doesn't like who I am then I'm sorry but I'm not going to change for them.

Sorry guys bit of a deep post. I'll lighten up now!!! ITS HALF TERM! YAYAY!
Pru
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